marginnotes ([personal profile] marginnotes) wrote2020-10-24 05:23 pm
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Conscious vs. habit

Conscious attention
  • Back pain and tension
  • Story of Siddhartha
  • Sounds: kitchen appliances, clock ticking, cars, a bird or two
  • Trees turning colors
  • Walnuts, mushrooms
  • Elasticity of pizza dough
Conscious action
  • Looking to help Tim choose a guitar
  • Banishing, relaxing, meditating, throwing and reading the wands
  • Playing guitar
  • Holding myself relaxed while walking
  • Cooking cordons bleu, preparing pizza dough
Unconscious/habitual attention
  • Sense of hunger even when I'm not really hungry
  • Concern, self-pity
Unconscious/habitual action
  • Looking at the television when others turn it on
  • Tensing up when the pain is there, or even when I think it will come
  • Not thinking of the stories I have to tell